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Chronic illness: the parts we don't talk about

Stupid insurance company, now I need to do press ups for my fingers


It’s 9pm and it’s medicine time again and another opportunity for me to practice patience and letting go of anger.

You see, the 9pm medicine is a tablet.  It comes in tablets of 5mg and I need to give a dose of 2.5mg.  Now, the tablet has a groove down the middle so that you can break it in half and voila!  Correct dose.

We used to get these great tablets that you could just snap in half.  They are only 5mm long but just a small amount of pressure and there you go, two equally sized parts.

Recently our health insurance company changed the list of approved meds and have moved us to a generic.  Nothing wrong with generics but I can’t break this tablet in half.  It is also 5mm but has been set in concrete and no matter what I do, I can’t break it in half.  I need to do press ups for my fingers to get them stronger!  I will conquer this tablet!

Breathe.  Sigh.

So I cut it with a knife.  All you tablet takers out there know what happens right?  Yep.  One large bit.  One small bit. Lots of dust.

So again I pick up the knife to shave down the large bit to the right size and then I throw away the dust and the small bit.

Insurance company take note: this is your cost cutting in practice.  I now use twice as many tablets as before.

Well done.

While I’m at it, Pharmaceutical companies also note: if you say a tablet can be broken in half, then actually make sure that it can be done by normal hands.  Don’t just rely on the freakishly strong fingers of people like my husband.  Test it with normal people.  If you’re making medicine, you are in it for the good of the people right?  Why do only consumer goods companies focus on the end user experience?

Ironically, it’s a tablet meant to reduce blood pressure.

3 thoughts on “Stupid insurance company, now I need to do press ups for my fingers

  1. I hate that. Get that freakishly strong fingered hubby to break them all in half for you lol
    It’s so frustrating when supposed money saving changes make life harder and don’t even achieve savings anyway. Simple trials would easily solve the issue. I guess they just don’t realise that chronic illness already has you maxed on stress and frustration and steals so much energy that these things that seem so small to others are like the straw the breaks the camels back sometimes in chronic sick world.

  2. it’s a baldface capitalist ploy to force us to purchase their abominable pill-splitting devices… that may or may not even work ARRRRGGGHHHHH

    • Hey Deborah, we had a tablet cutter years ago and it never worked. You have to be so precise! Besides, I agree with you. Why should we have to buy tools when they say you can just break the tablet with your hands.
      Love the way you expressed it.

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